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A Traveler's Tale of Sorrows
A Journey Through Hell
Created on 2002-10-06 19:33:56 (#730825), last updated 2005-12-06
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Basic Info| Name: | The Mysterious Eye |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-25 |
| Location: | Decatur, Georgia, United States |
Bioi have been depressed since i was eight. i didn't know i was depressed at the time and i didn't really realize i was depressed until a few years ago. it all just seemed normal to me. that was, until i actually took a look at society. i found both the norm and myself. it was at this time i realized i was depressed. it was at this time i noticed how sharply my attitude had changed since i was eight. it was at this time i cried for the first time in six years, i haven't stopped since.
i live in a hole. i am surrounded by my deepest fears and sharpest pains all the time. there is no escape from yourself, as they say. i want to die, but i have many that urge me to wait for it instead of ending the worst nightmare i have ever known. i respect them for their efforts, yet i never truly see the point. though, i would take a bullet for them, any of them. if i can die for a purpose then i have achieved my two goals in life, saving the good in the world and dying. i am just a speck of dust in the spectrum of things, so my "existence" really doesn't matter, well at least not to me. but it does to them, so i remain. the things i do for poeple...
i live in a hole. i am surrounded by my deepest fears and sharpest pains all the time. there is no escape from yourself, as they say. i want to die, but i have many that urge me to wait for it instead of ending the worst nightmare i have ever known. i respect them for their efforts, yet i never truly see the point. though, i would take a bullet for them, any of them. if i can die for a purpose then i have achieved my two goals in life, saving the good in the world and dying. i am just a speck of dust in the spectrum of things, so my "existence" really doesn't matter, well at least not to me. but it does to them, so i remain. the things i do for poeple...
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alcohol, altruism, audioslave, beauty, bliss, calm, damnation, death, donnie darko, evil, friends, fun, happiness, homestarrunner.com, jeet kun do, kittie, meditation, muay thai, nobility, otep, owning a gun, pain, pain tolerance, painlessness, poetry, punching walls, renting a bullet, rhcp, silence, sloan, strong bad, suicide, tae kwon do, the end, water
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